Wednesday, February 1 @ 3:58 PM
i hv always wondered.. wad if 1 day i jus suddenly disappear frm dis world.. wonder how many ppl around me will truely care for me.. or even realise im gone? smtimes i will doubt.. R e ppl around me really caring for me? or izit jus e surface of em? wad abt e inside? i feel guilty doubting em.. but i cnt help tinking. who can really understand me? well.. i noe ere is one hu does.. dats our heavenly father. But den... wad r all dis friens around us for? im sure god place em in our life for a reason. but who r e really true ones? i had learnt in a sermon e other day.. nt to pin too much hopes on man. i agree.. but when u hv already trust e person so much n have so much hope on e person already.. its jus too late to take back e hope. n u will feel lyk.. u cnt turn back anymore. its lyk once u choose dis choice, all e other choices r all gone when u found out u made e wrong choice. Nt onli in relationship but in friendship esp too. After all these yrs, i hv yet to find smone to share my burden, smone hu will understand me well.. those of my close friens r now either overseas or staying far away frm me or they r jus too bz wf their own stuffs. i dont know y i suddenly felt lyk posting dis. life is really tough, but i realise.. God is e only ONE who can walk thru all these wf us.
